branded , materialistic me

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

♠4:40 AM

why can't they just stick to one thing?
- incredulous kim

It must have been love
but it's over now

Lay a whisper on my pillow
leave the winter on the ground
i wake up lonely
is there a silence
in the bedroom and all around

Touch me now
i close my eyes
and dream away

It must have been love
but it's over now
it must have been good
but i lost it somehow
it must have been love
but it's over now
from the moment we touched
to the time that ran out

Make believing we're together
that i'm sheltered by your heart
but in and outside i turn to water

Like a teardrop
in your palm

And it's hard
winter's day

I dream away

i think choruses are the most boring part
as i sat in front of the television watching princess hours
last evening, i can imagine why they must like that show pretty much
i pictured inggrid sitting on her couch/sofa and squealing
at that particular part of the episode
and having that dreamy look on her face
sometimes watching dramas with your friends just crack you up
the right way, you laugh at their foolishness yet you
know that it's very real and happening
oh that just reminds me of cracking an egg the right way
my brother took so long to get it

i couldn't believe mila could tell that i wasn't me
okay, now i can
i just typed three lines and she could tell
spot on what it was
it's feels good to know that people can actually discern
whether or not you're upside down or hanging on a tree branch
whatthehell am i talking about

so maybe i have a horrible reputation
all that being late for meetings and what not
i guess i'll try harder the next time
hot chocolate and snuggling underneath my blanket
doesn't seem to help
but i fell asleep anyway

and now i finally have books to keep me busy
i won't have to walk around the house
like some trapped pigeon trying to find the right
spot to defecate upon
birdshit freaks everyone outtt
i had an eventful day today
( i think i enjoyed myself)
tomorrow will be lesson packed
& the days that follow?
i think it's going to be interesting

staring down at people can be pretty fun
especially if you know that you're much uh,
whatever ;
it's just fun & perkkky
i'm sorry, i just love stretching my words
and you narrow your eyes at them
give your "i'm pissed with the entire world which means you"
look and it gets to them a helluva lot
i have absolutely no idea why some people just find
it such a chore to open their mouths and utter a few simple words
forget about the basic courtesy thing
it has nothing to do with that

let's say for example,
you're standing between bookshelves in a book shop
and person X wants to pass through
why doesn't X say "excuse me" instead of standing there
staring at you as if you would know that he wants to be excused?!
humans are so, very, puzzling

if i could, i'll pause that section
and replay it countless times

; this is why i'm hot